i'm about to have a nervous breakdown my head really hurts if i dont find a way outta hear im gonna go beserk cuz im crazy and im hurt


advice:
don't be a rock star
don't quit smoking
tell that girl how much you like her

I need to quit smoking. It's just fucking me up too much these days, constantly sick!

ok well don't be a rock star because it destroys people

Anything I/we can do to help? I'm serious.

who is WE? there is no we.

don't you recognize a black flag lyric when you see one?

I had this nightmare last night that I'm never going to get to rejoin my wife. It fucked up my day completely.

There's the editorial we.

clarify?

Ya Im the one having the nervous breakdown gmku

Sorry. I lost the thread. Anything I/we can do to help? I'm serious.

I'm having an existential breakdown I think! I dunno.

What's the next step after you realize yr a needy puss? besides crying about it and cutting yrself, that's not my style.

I even went to my friends last night and got drunk and listened to so much badass Fall records on vinyl. He just got first edition dragnet!

maybe I just need to listen to more fall records....

classic example cobain.

money and fame do crazy things to people.

That's all I do though! is pursue music. No backup. No college.

Music, sleep, caffeine, and food. A lot of good, i.e., healthy, food. Stay away from drugs (except coffee) and alcohol during this time--I'm fucking serious about that.

Eventually you'll come through this.

Will do my best! we have a show tonight and a show tomorrow night so, fuck.

Stay cool, man. We're pulling for ya.

yeah but rockstardom is a very different beast from being a musician.

good luck at yr show. as if you need it, your band kicks ass.

Don't worry, I'm not going to off myself or do anything crazy...I've just got 1001 feelings boiling under the surface that I can't quite label at the momet, like a bunch of static.

thanks!

But it's what I want to make my living off of. & be known for...

sonic youth are not rock stars.