i think we're breaking up.
again.



i think i need another beer.

i feel like i'm going to throw up

Knock on wood, it's now been over a year since I last vomited.

the longest i've heard of someone not vomiting was ten years. a pukeless decade. i guess they just recently broke that.

i filled two cardboard boxes with puke on my last birthday...first puking in 4-5 years!

my cat is such an asshole sometimes. I think he drew blood last night.

i keep finding white hairs i'm not even 30 yet, i don't want to pull them out as someone told me everytime you do 10 more grow back, is this true?

i'll look like a wizard! :D

shit i have to run now, late for work.

why not just dye it white? embrace the wizard... if u cant beat em join em and all that

fuckin mice, invading my apt and chewing through all my food.

hola, ghetto girl

but yrself sum fuckin mason jars

SURVIVE OR SUCCUB TO ILLNESS

daylight savings and losing an hour, booooooo/.

It's 5:16AM and I didn't sleep at all because I just learned about this new speculative realism, non-philosophy bullshit so I spent hours reading blogs and wikipedia articles.

Fuuuuuck. I need to learn to put the internet down before I lay down in bed.

I can be like that with books if I'm not careful. If I don't set out to reat x pages then sleep, I could just keep going well into the morning and finish a book.

I get like that towards the end of a novel. So does my mom, incidentally.

my voice is completely shot
i am getting very very tired of waiting on a phone call for three hours
i was woken up by a different phone call at noon and got pissed and threw the phone across the room which is now in several pieces on the floor
i have cottonmouth
my mood is turning sour very quickly

It looks like gnats attacked the entire left side of my face.

My first college essay. My first all nighter.

Fuck.

frikkin ipods. bag of shite.

I want to kill my little brother, the dude normal blasts at a way to high volume shitty trance music through the house but now he is sick. And as I put on A Place to bury strangers at not so high volume he runs into my room and tries to destroy my boxes 'because he wants to fucking sleep'. He can't even hear it in his room really and it's my free morning for school so I threw him out of my room. He starts kicking into my door to get in so I need to block the door for a good 20 minutes before he finnaly goes away.

One more reason to hate him.

I keep getting neg repped!

I found a fucking TOOTH in my chinese takeaway lunch today.
The bad thing is that it looked like a tooth of a big german shepherd.

haha, they've caught asian restaurants cooking dogs in the usa, so in europe where there's thousands of street dogs i figure some restauranteurs would rather go hunting in the park than buy 50 lbs of beef

did you complain?

no, it was a takeaway and my colleagues brought me the box with the food.
I'm never entering that shitty joint again though.

A tooth?... Really?! Fucking hell.

Yep, a dog's tooth.

don't worry, at a certain point they become relatively easy...and even kinda a wee bit fun? (that is, if you are going to school for something which you actually enjoy)


my complaint: another day at the stupid job.

insane days.

whoa, how did i miss this?


look at him... ALL GROWED UP! :p

so where did you end up going? and are you having fun?

i had a really shitty day. some kind of anxiety freak out/meltdown in third hour. i don't even know. that, and i'm gettin' something... hopefully not pork sniffles.

though since i've been home it's taken a 180. woop woop.

Opposite of complaining

sick of not hearing back from job interviews/handing in resumes.

sick of boyshape being too tired to function in any way shape or form that resembles having a 'life' that isn't work.

sick of this fucking cold weather!! it was 30 degrees a week and a half ago, and 11 today! COME ON.

my cats suck

fucken dvd studio pro keeps crashing

EAT IT MOTHERFUCKER

this record sucks

I have mono. Goddamnit...

i hope whoever invented homework is burning in HELL.

and not the cool part of hell with fire and brimstone and rock 'n' roll but the lame bit.