Im' a chick.

me, well, i like rainbows...

I ......


can't think of anything.

aha!

I pretend nothing worries me, but EVERYTHING does.

there you go.

^^ SAme...except the worry part. Most things bother me but I don't show it. Hell....I hardly show emotion.

Haha! Finally a reason to be rid of the whole "vagina" situation. What's ten times worse though, is "vag". Ugh, fuck I hate that.

Snatch is much better, even though it implies something stolen. The sound itself is good.

Cooter? Really? I'd name a ferret or a hamster or a cocker spaniel "cooter".

My little brother thought cunts were called "sunshine".

I show more emotion now than I did in my teens, but also I'm on a lot less prescription drugs now.
I'm struggling with the idea that I really can't blame my partner for my reactions to his behaviour.

damn you! and I didn't even have to put you on the rack!

I had a cat named Cooter.

i'm gonna drop acid before the boredoms show

Ijm' jealous.

what boredoms show???

boadrum 9

Haha!!
Was he a nice coot?

phoenix, interesting that youre showing more emotion now that before. How do you express it? I find that I show a lot of emotion (they say "an honest face" even when its scrunched up and annoyed) but I am at a loss on how to deal with those emotions compared to when I was a teen. I think I felt better somehow when I expressed fluidly.

Hooray. How is acid these days?

it seems like you have to eat five hits to get a good trip going.

he was crazy as fuck. although once I moved him in with the witch, her cats dominated him. he was never the same really.


ok, I confess that I'm going to go read now.

OK. Have a nice time.

Sorry that the coot had to compromise. I bet he was a good ol' coot.

edit. wait what? What happens if you take less than that?

well last time i took acid i only ate two tabs and some things appeared maybe slightly warped but nothing major. i like the visual aspects of it more than anything. i think i'll eat 9 because it's boadrum 9.

Good luck, space traveller.

WHen I was all about it, most I could take was four at a time.

And even then, it was so hit or miss. Even in those times, I swear the heaviest trip I ever took was with a mere tab and a third.

it is very hit or miss (nice pun)

because it just depends on how many micrograms are on the tab but since there's no way to tell i just go gung ho and gobble the shit up.

No trip reports or anything?

ok. gopher it.

Let us know.

i haven't bought it yet, i need to call my dude and inquire.

Oh.

Ok.

dude says he's taken this specific shit and 9 will be more than enough.

i'm still taking 9.

should i buy a sheet? i'm going to buy a sheet. fuck it.

I'm a lot less scared to admit to myself how I truely feel, then move on from the situation rather than dwellllll(usually).
I'm actually more balanced and grounded than I've ever been. More perspective? I dont know. I'm more of a damn hippie perhaps. I worry like fuck, it's in my nature.. but I'm more aware of it now and what sets me off?

Creatively I feel more myself than I've ever been, which I'm sure helps a lot. More able to just put down on paper/draw everything I feel. It's odd but I never used to be able to do that.

Both of you: excellent. Keep on keepin' on.

thats because you got some bunk acid. i dropped TWO tabs a few months back. shit fucked me UP! and I live on mushrooms..

the acid waves come and go, you need to hunt down some good shit around October and April, when the deadheads trade their acid for the fresh supplies of weed at harvest time ;)

confession: i've done other hard drugs and hallucinogens but never lsd.

confession: i always chicken out whenever i'm presented w lsd. i don't know why that drug seems to scares me. it's something i should probably just get over.

i was supposed to cook dinner tonight but i made my brother do it.

Cock is passe, too. I prefer love vessel.

Does it speak ill of me that in the moments after I ejaculate I could care less about love and being with someone? That suddenly any desire of that type is rendered meaningless? Or does it just speak truthfully of biology?

It's called being a guy.

^ amerikangod really likes making that explicit

Oh thank God.


I'm afraid that if I don't it'll disappear. In fact, if you could all just clap your hands and wish really hard...

i confess that i have nothing to confess.

I have zero to confess.
No wait, sorry I didn't clean up the cat barf mom, I wanted to avoid it because the smell makes me feel sick, and after a while I just forgot about it.

I found my journal from when I was 17. it was kind of funny. I was stupid.

I don't think I have anything to "confess", because I have nothing to hide to begin with.

On your chest?