just cry girl. no sense in holding it in. find a dark room, lay down on something soft, and let it go. then get a good night sleep [if possible]

my aunt is doing terribly. brain hemorrhaging, several broken vertebrae, went into cardiac arrest last night.

the cops showed up at my house looking for some junkie kid i've met like three times this morning, woke me up, and threatened to arrest me for no fucking reason.

tomorrow morning i'm getting my teeth cut out of my skull.

my entire family knows everything about my drug problem.





thank you for your sympathies. they are much appreciated.

^ intense. sry about yr family. did the cops find anything that is arrest-worthy or did you manage to hide it first?

I love you, dear. Best wishes to you and your family. The last year has been full of loss.

I hope everything gets better for you in time Satan, for now all I can say is remember, deep breaths.

I found out that my cousin's Bar Mitzvah which I have to attend is on Long Island the same day as the Sonic Youth/Dina sour Jr. concert in NYC. WTF? Whatever, I'll probably be able to leave early and make it. Maybe I can convince my mom to drop me off at Terminal 5? Y'all might just catch me wearing synagogue clothes... :( Whatever, indie kids are not supposed to fit in. It will be "ironic" or something....

satanita--


^^ i was going to pm you something similar to this last night but i didn't know how you'd take it and i swore not to give you shit, so i abstained just in case-- anyway-- dave's fucking right.


again best wishes & all manner of good vibes to your aunt & everyone around her.

you will sleep and feel better after you let it go.

if you get the answer to this you would be doing all men and the lesbiatics a huge favor.

Haha, hahaha

I don't know the answer, but I can tell you that their sensitivity is also what makes sleeping with them so incredibly hot.

And about the synagogue thing...maybe I'll wear a dress to services and put on some combat boots and some tights in the car? & I can always rock an cardigan both at temple and as part of a 90's grrrl rocker thing? FML

I thought it was their delicious curves

it's that when you run yr hands across their curves they softly moan.

mmmm-mmmmm-mmmmmm!!!!



you should write porn, i swear.

Seriously though, it's alright to cry. Even Rosey Grier thought so.

i keep all my shit in a locked closet, i had to hide some shit real quick but it was all good. no real trouble just a bit of harassment to start my day with.


thank you thank you once again, they seem to be doing better. i am doing much better, i'm keeping it together. so much bullshit in the last couple days.

save the drama for ya mama.

happy to hear everyone is doing better :)

haha :D

The totally awesome chick that I was going to ask to hang out has an engagement ring. Glad I looked before I asked. FML.

aww. are you sure it is an engagement ring? I sometimes wear rings on my married/engaged finger when I go out to bars/shows. It helps avoid 'strange lurker men' situations.

Left ring finger, solid round-cut clear stone in silver setting.

yeh but like I said, was it a situation where she might have been wearing it to ward of weird types?

sucks though :(

I didn't ask. It was in the library. We've bumped into each other and chatted a few times. She complimented my jacket and we actually have the same basic one...her's is just the girls version sans belt.

Another Dust Storm Has Come.

aw she sounds sweet. I don't think the library is really a place to avoid weirdos rubbing up against you though :(

Yeah, I run into her about once a week...and I think some of my friends might actually know her better than I do. Maybe I'll get a little inside info. I'd feel really embarrassed just bluntly asking if she's engaged. And if she is, I kind of feel sorry for her...seeing that she is at least a year younger than I, maybe 2.

canada

fuckin a, that's great to hear!

now you can go back to being badass & fuck shit up. hooya!

way ahead of you on that one.

life sucks

last week = 27 degrees Celsius
this week = 4 degrees Celsius

t minus 5 hrs until i get my teeth sawed out

YIPPEEEEE

so i think i'm having a mid-life crisis, i guess that means i'm gonna die when i'm 40...

Make sure you ask for the gas and lots a painkillers. Take big deep breaths of the gas when they walk out of the room. Swear you you won't give a shit what they're doin to yr mouth. It's yr reward.

ok I am sitting here not realizing my 4 yr old daughter is looking over my shoulder and she points out yr yo gabba gabba avatar. She's like "Hey momma that's DJ lance!"

i'm sick of (nearly) everyone in my life.

i have no energy left for anything.

lol. yr daughter's awesome

For the first time in years I am really depressed. I went from living in a community where I was always engaged and had lots of friends around me at any given point in time, to a situation of relative isolation I wanted to also live with friends but that never wound up working out. I know lots of people around me but they never call because they are living with friends and we were always more acquaintances than anything else. I love my gf but she is way introverted and having 3 people over (which has happened idk 3 times since august) apparently constitutes a party. Nothing gets done. I feel like I'm going crazy. All I look forward too in the week is auditing a course at the school I graduated from, because then I'm with friends and using my noggin.

Never fails to underwhelm me how frat guys can get so drunk-looking/acting on such lousy piss-ass beer.

It snowed so much so fast that the leaves didn't have time to change and now they're all just that dirty brown color. FUCK