In this hole.
 

I'm done with drugs. For real this time. I'm tired of staying up all night and spending all my money on drugs. It's so lame.

bravo man. i hope youre not joking, because i'm proud of you for this. drugs turn people into insane morons. fuck, just... look around.

that's great. what kind of drugs do you mean by that? i used to take some speeds (not for a long time, only for three months..) and it wasn't worth it. anyway bad experience - useful experience. take care

Are you sure that your post isn't merely a thinly veiled 'how Rock 'n' Roll am I' style announcement, declaring that you take lots of drugs, stay up all night and spend all your money on them?

go hayden!

Ha. No. I'm not very rock and roll at all.

Yeah. I'm serious. I don't smoke meth or do heroin or anything but I smoke alot of pot, take alot of pills, drink alot of alcohol, and occassionally do some coke or mushrooms or something.

Congrats man.

Your details have been forwarded to the local authorities. :D

As if they don't already know.

what effects does coke have? i've heard something but never tried it..

It's numbing and it makes you happy. It only lasts a little while. It's also expensive as fuck.

it makes you twitch a lot & it makes you think you're smarter than you actually are. cokehead conversations therefore tend to be a lot of animated but meaningless gibberish. it also makes men forget about women as all they care about is the next... i dont know how to translate this... hit? snort? yeah. crazy & by the nose. nosebleeds. teeth grinding. sore muscles. depression afterwards.

numbing? as opium? i was alway wondering about the price. i thought it must be really something that people spend so much money only for one shot

Not like opium. It's completely different. !@#$%!'s got it pretty spot on.

no, like an anesthetic-- think dentist. in fact dentists use novocaine, a cocaine-derived substance (maybe not derived but related i believe).

on average, how much is coke? i'm just curious.

thanks. less appetite now:)

Depends. I can get a ball(3.5 grams) for $150 but if you're buying it in a small town it's probably going to be something like 75-100 a gram or 200-300 a ball. You can get really cheap coke in the trailer parks, though.

coke in the u.s. is mostly shit, as it's been cut & recut with all sorts of shit. which makes it even worse.

drugs are so often being recut, that's shit. i always got drugs from the producers. dealers only want to make some money y'all know.. ok. i'm tired. 2:43am here. good night all!

Isn't that just called being a teenager?

the producers of coke are in bolivia, peru, and colombia. the minute the product is ready in the lab, it starts to be altered. avoid that shit like the pest it is.

good night!

Good for you, Hayden. I'm happy for you.

man coke IS expensive. stick with the weeed and shrrrroms. sleep? who needs sleep?

i sometimes wish i could take speed to stay up and have energy to do everything i want, but i'm way too lazy and broke (the record dealer gets all my money) to score.

don't relapse, dude.

I could never do drugs, the three times I did weed, i was all paranoid. And this is not even touching the heavy stuff, imagine if i would touch the heavy shit.

i hate weed.

but the other stuff is different to weed

A friend of mine once explained the entire Marvel Comics Civil War to me when he was coked out. It was a very interesting 3 hours.

it took 3 hours for him to explain?! sheesh. Took my mate about 5mins to tell me.

I can only applaud you for doing that, Hayden. I've always got the impression that pot and alcohol were the main causes for your grim moods, so it can only be better to ditch them if they stop being fun and make your life unbearable. Just recently i started to drink much less than i have for quite some time, and that's all because i stupidly didn't realize (or worse still, i didn't want to) that it was starting to affect the enjoyment that i get from certain things, and now i feel 100% times better for it. I enjoy going out for a drink once or twice a week, but i am an absolute nightmare when i drink more than that, so it had to go. I smoke a little to make me sleep a little better, but i've never been big on pot for fun, so that's not a problem. So, anyway, keep it up, it can only be a good thing for you.

He went into great detail. He mentioned almost every character, some backstory, his conspiracy theories, and telling me which side everyone is on.

haha that would of been great, where you out of it too?

Yeah, that was the first and last time I will ever try coke. Not my cup of tea.

Yeah, I don't think I want to try any other stuff.

i've always done drugs but only in moderation. ironically, weed has affected me the most subversely. aside from the avatar, i've actually never done coke, but i've done similar substances.

we tried coke but i think we got ajax or it just wasnt enough, just felt like we got a hole in our nose and we had smoked so much that night