buddy, i know how i got out of being a terminal depressed fuckhead (actually, sometimes i even can't remember). only advice i can give you besides those given by far more expert people here is a) you should really want to get better, i know it sounds stupid but if doesn'tstart from there, then there's little you can do to get better, realize that you need to get out of that hole and b) know yourself, do whatever you want, care only about yourself and the people who care about you, embrace what makes you an individual instead of rejecting it to fit in, stop caring about whoever is not on your side and let it rip. sounds cheesy but punk rock did help me out on those hard times.
anyway, hang in there man...oh and drink juice, it's good and good for you, cran-grape is my current favorite. juice makes things better.
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