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Originally Posted by phoenix
love yes completely. But also know that the things that hurt me I dont think will ever go away despite loving him. I imagine myself settling down and having kids with him.. but, I think that I would always feel the way I do, and that the things he does would never change. I'd have someone I love but someone I feel constantly.. I don't know the word. insufficient? and because of that, I pick at myself more emotionally. As though there must have been something else I could do to fix it. I doubt there is though.
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wow, you sound very ... devoted. You invest a lot of your energy into the relationship, as it seems. The dude has been the main cause of you losing majority of your former friends, he's done things that did not really make you happy and you keep thinking there must be something else
you could do about it to fix it?
Well, I cross my fingers for you (and this is not some prickish irony, I mean it, you most definitely are a very good person).