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okay, fuh real, no more boosh betamax songs from me.
i feel like i'm in a similar situation. some days i feel like i'm getting out of that void, but then i sink back into it. i don't even know.
since i don't have any direction or control of bigger things at the moment, the only shit that seems to help are small changes. get out of your comfort zone, y'know? get into a few of the awkward conversations, get out as much as possible, maybe try things you wouldn't "normally."
trial and error: sometimes your attempts won't work, yeah, but sometimes you'll have FUN or meet somebody new. (or with yr music making, just go in all different directions, i suppose.)
... it's better knowing that you tried and failed than sitting slumped and wondering about it all yr life, right? seems slowww, but things build up in time. i mean, i finally feel like i've got a shred of confidence, like i've got a fucking solid group of friends to do anything/nothing with whenever, et cetera. i'm starting to believe the "it will get better" shit, even!
also, i'll just reiterate what err'body else said: exercise, healthy food, relaxation. mmm.
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