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Also, it really means a lot to me.. really, genuinely means a lot.. that people on this virtual board would be so kind and show their concern. My PM box has been FILLED with messages AAAlately. I recently emptied it and ... wow, yeah, I guess I got 34 messages in the past week, mostly about my absence or about the stuff I've posted... I'm not trying to worry anyone, I'll be okay, but I appreciate the concerns.
Sway, you are so right-on, man. Thanks for recognizing that: I don't take out my problems on other people. Just myself. I'm my own worst enemy...
I'm sure things will work out okay. I mean, if two people love each other and have no real problems (and we've barely even had any arguments... ever! no kidding!).. I mean, jesus, we have had literally the best relationship ever.. I feel in my heart that it's all going to make sense, in the end, and work out okay. It's still hard, though. I mean, I can't just sit around and wait for her but at the same time sh'es kinda turned me off of relationships... Who would even compare to her? Why even bother? I'm probably going to have to start getting reacquainted with the porn world soon. Fuck.
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